here cums the wkends agn...im bored..terribly..ntg to do..nt goin out today..nope..tml oso...home home and home..i shall msg nu rens and ask if their free tml or stg...

ok..so went to break fast wif him ytd..it was nice..at yishun theres this new shop near the interchange..not alot of ppl actuali..so dats a gd thing..

crap..im feeling all down agn..wonder wads up wif me...i shuld try to cheer up but tis sudden change of feelings is getting on my nerve..its not nice u noe having different feelings all in one day..its tiring and not nice at all lah..

theres alot of things in my head nw..jz soo mixed up dat i myself dun understand..im always thinking and thinking...reminiscence...i dun lik d past...bt i tink of it..jz cant be erased..

lets be hapie!!
hu am i kidding..
forget it..im tired of putting up a facade..
i shall drag my legs today..



aight..jz read linda's blog...haha..yeah..she make my day agn lah..apart from him of coz..she was toking bout the days in sec sch..i was shocked to read..

then i sat thinking bout nu rens..haha..and how thru out the 2 yrs we grew...i haf to say this..yesh..they made me social!haha..jz them..and they are the oni frens i truly trust and are the best...

yesh..so i met linda at 3 humility...we were shy lah..very i have to say..i was right at the back of class and everybody else had alr found their seats...linda was a retainee..so we sat right at the back..din tok at first...den we found out that we were both frm the same primary sch..haha...went recess together and basically got stuck together since dat day onwards lah..

liting came in the picture afterwards and we became the trio and called ourselves NU RENS!haha...so yesh...we still are to this day..being wif them fun lah...they are not the typical u get when u walk out in the streets...liting can be abit wild at times bt she's ok lah...noes her limits...linda acts shy..altho everyone in the world noes shes nt...they are fun to be around wif lah..wad cn i say..treasure every moment wif them...d classes,recesses of mee soto,trips to stupid educational trips,PE lessons of trimming our nails or making lame jokes..OMG! i actuali miss them soo much..the times i noe when i reach sch n i see linda sitting at that same spot every mrng....n den liting joining us WAAAAAY later when assembly about to start...i miss u nu rens lah!!

okok..nw lets post bout dear..hehe..had a crush wif him since sec 1..he din noe dat obviously...got to noe him when he was cheering...he was in HPT...along wif his frends...there was once he bumped into me bt he jz IGNORED me..haha..yesh..cruel huh..sec3 bumping into a mere sec1 gerl...

den cikgu(teacher) was gonna leave sch so she wanted me to plan a gathering for the old and current students...she gave me the numbers of old students that she noe..i was too shy to call so i msged them...there was 2 rizal on the list..and oni one replied me back...from there things started..hehe..i din noe he was the crush until he asked me to see his friendster...i got excited when i saw it..he changed!!his hair was definitely longer..din look lik b4 bt damn do i still recognize him...

surprisingly,he din go for the gathering lah...we jz msged thruout...and also msn till late at nite..haha....den den...we watched our 1st movie after a veryyy long time of msging...till now...and all dat was last year...the best dats happen in my life...cool huh..story lik fairy tale..we went thru alot together ok...only He noes...yesh...thnx dear!!



okok...very bz since sch started lah..n i haf to be quick in this post..basically..im goin out agn sn..but i felt that shit i MUST blog sumthing..actuali asked dear to blog for me but he din wan lah..no idea y..so i haf to do it myself...

okok..i promised to comment bout the forbidden city rite..so here it goes...its FANTASTIC!SUPERB!and everything u can think of lah...the sets were good plus the lightings...compliments well with each other..and their vocals were soo good.they kept repeating some of the tune and songs but the lyrics are changed abit here and there..Kit Chan was good too..well, i'm moved to tears..the whole story line and everything..ppl hu dun appreciate art or tink plays are boring, i tink ur mind will be changed after this play..no kidding...its a MUST WATCH!!dun mind the price of the tickets..its worth ur cash im telling u..jz go catch it ok..

ouh yah..i have changed to a new number..but i tink some of u got it alr lah..okok...i have to go for now..

happie fasting to all the muslims..
may tis month brings out the best in us and may we go after what we need to..
u noe wad i mean...
make full use of this holy month...
i'll wish u agn one month ltr..
haf a nice day..ouh..
dun buka till u get too bloated u cant 'terawih'..hehe..
ok bye



aight..so class timetable out today..okok..let me tell u wad happened thru out the day k...and so thee shal hear thy words...

went to mit dear agn today...planned to walked at northpoint...well,i was more den glad..its VERY near my home u see....bt in the end we took a shuttle bus to sembawang shopping centre and walked there instead...bought some stuffs and went to the arcade to play his normal soccer game..won agn.haha..dats obvious wif me beside...den we went to eato..the mee rebus agn..teh tarik for him and iced lemon tea for me...went hm soon after dat...bought food home too...

once i home, i sprinto to check my timetable...my class is W1 nw..and him E3..dats lik soooooo FAR!!we lik haf to walk separately from thursday onwards...nt the same lift...i cant jz go up 1 storey and i can see him alr..its soo sad...i haf to walk or even wait till after sch...ouh my...cant get a hug if im feeling down... :(

ok so basically dats it lah...ntg kerazie happened...
it din rain today..
ouh ouh..im gonna go watch Forbidden City tml...
cool huh..
yah..wonder hw it'll be...
i'll tell u on thurs perhaps...

goodnite ppl...nt time to slp yet..
but enuf of blogging
irritation is getting at me..
i shall stop my words here..
enjoy the world ppl..
dance sing but dun forget...
this is oni for awhile...
haf a great day ahead..
be thankful!



its me agn..perhaps the weekends serve as a rest day for me..so dats why there was no posts...okok..so lets update on what happened during the weekends...

saturday...
went to make my passport early in the mrng...let me see ntg exciting happened...jz dat i reali cant take pics alone..haha..feel soo weird and it wun turn out good..so yesh..den went home after dat..mama forced me to go to another jemputan..u noe the malay weddings..but of coz i din lah..so i stayed at home all alone and it rained i tink..coz the moment i hit my bed it was dreamland...haha..woke up and got ready to go out again..went to my uncle's place for a 'kenduri'...it was fun lah..i haf always like it..all the family getting together..i oni like my dad's side though...my mum's side??gone case...never did like them one bit...so i can say dat my sat was quite ok lah..

sunday...
BORING and so painful!!!yup yup..oni me n mama at home..didi went out wif her fiancee..ouh didi is my sis..dats wad i call her..so i spent my day in bed agn...haha...im one lazy ass...well,u cant blame me..i wasnt feeling well..culd barely walk..

today..well,stil not feeling dat ok yet...so still stuck at home...wanna mit him but i cant..haiz..nvm lah..

to all the people agn...
have a great day ahead of u..
make full use of the rainy days to brighten u up..
walk in the rain..
enjoy every drop of it..
and be blessed...
at least u can feel the rain drops on your skin...
at least u noe u still have water...
at least u noe ur not goin thru drought..
be thankful!!



i told myself since its the holidays now and people noe dat im quite free..hu can i kid aniwae rite?im soo bad at lying its no wonder i oni tell the truths..so dats y im lik blogging lik almost everyday..

ok..i've been wanting to write bout this but it slips off my mind always..it happened wuite a long time ago..nu ren's blog..yeah..d one she ever so rarely speaks her mind off...is no more!!and now im gonna tell u the reason..i dunoe if she still reads the blog(mine)..apparently,SHE doesnt wanna tell HIM her blog address...haha...SHE says it feels awkward dat HE's gonna read wadever SHE wanna write bout..den one day as HE was at HER hse and SHE was slping,HE kpo at HER comp and check HER history and finally found HER blog add...so SHE got mad and said y HE invaded HER privacy and deleted the whole blog...

so dats it lah..i gotta go lik NOW...miting dear to eat..muahaha...den ngaji...

P.S...u cn read my blog all u wan dear...muakz!

ouh and yah of coz how cn i forget u...
haf a great all u beautiful ppl out there...
eat well,slp well,all oso mz well lah
take care of urself..dun get sick..
if ur alr are, den hmmm GET WELL SOON!!

*love u dear!







greeat!jz how great the day cn be...jz as i've forced myself to forget it,it comes haunting me again...for goodness sake lah...gif me a break...haiz...yeah yeah u've done ntg wrong..i nvr said u did anyway...

perhaps they ARE fated...well,i'll just be counting the days we'll bump agn...anyone care to bet?before or after sch starts?i gues it depends on when we are to go out...y mz it be when things are starting to be well agn..and u haf to reappear in tis stupid head of mine..forget it lah..

haf a greaat day lik me yah...



yippeee....i shall contain my excitement...coz oni i care if i do well...and i did...hehe...quite hapie wif myself..in fact, im very hapie wif myself..muahaha..i tot im gonna flund my grades and get low points but i din lah...thank God! well, nobody else cares one bit...oni if i were to fail or wad lah.. den all heads will turn to me and finally, i'll actually be noticed...

i wonder wads in the minds of some parents or family....go around,do a survey or anything and u'll noe wad i mean...the child does well yet they dun bother..busy..or even a reply of "ouh...hmmm..ic"..yeah..i noe dats pathetic..i haf to agree totally...on the other hand, if the child were to get home wif red marks on his report book, they will start scolding even to the extent of beating..or crying to show wad a disappointment the child is..

im puzzled and bewilded....y wuld their feelings show oni when dat happens?dont they ever think their every action relates to the child?perhaps even a child has to understand the mentality of adults..perhaps..perhaps...these things i wonder...

hmmmmm....dont u agree wif me?im nt "shooting" at all parents..onli some..to those hu appreciate their child,spend every quality time wif them, ask how their life is, wads goin on arnd them, be a friend to them...i applaude u...i truly do...i've seen how the child grows to be a great person...

but to those parents hu are soo ignorant...jz once...acknowledge the kid...they need role models and supporters whom they noe will be behind every step that they take in life...giving full blessing and moral support...mark my words...u'll haf the most wonderful child u can ever dream of...



ola ola ola...haha...eww..sound soo dalina..ok hey..a whole week and a half of rest...i shuld be glad..sumhow i am..but i feel abit out as i dunoe wad im gonna do at all..no plans or anything..feel weird lah basically...

ouh yesh..for the whole of last weeks..yesh 5 days..me n dear went for this journalism course..crash course..haha..so ur nw looking at a journalist..muahaha..okok.suzanne jung was there..she's pretty..n smart too yah..beauty and brains..dats worth alot!so we learnt quite a number of things...and we had to video ourselves too...yeap..u can guess how shy i was...well maybe coz its my first try...we had a party on the last day..i din eat much lah...den there was photo taking...jeng jeng jeng....

oh Maria Maria
She reminds me of a west side story
Growing up in Spanish Harlem
She's living the life just like a movie star

oh Maria Maria
She fell in love in East L.A.
To the sounds of the guitar, yeah, yeah
Played by Carlos Santana

den mood chnge here n there...so nw im ok!Altho there are times when it haunts me over agn..

wkends nothing exciting happened..

went sembawang shopping centre wif dear today...ate at the satay club..the mee rebus was nice..shwit..unlike d normal taste of curry..we walked abit..ouh i forgot..before dat dear went arcade to play his normal soccer game..and he won!woo!haha..oni when im arnd will he den win...if not,nono...he will lose...hmmm...

ok lah dats alll..
goodnite to u beautiful ppl...
haf great enjoyable blessed days ahead of u...
muackz!!
love u dear, nu rens!!



control ur emotions..cum on gerl..u can do it..of coz u can do it..its very easy..jz breathe in and breathe out...everything will be fine...dun hold on too tite...slowly loosen ur grip...allow some space...

NO!!!!wadeve lah..i shall try agn..to control..i noe i will get used to this..i have to...i nid too...i cant be unreasonable..so jz kip still and kip quiet...continue to breathe in and out..all will be fine...get urself bz for once...i shall...werk?yeah..y not...i'll bring nu ren along...dat ought to kip me bz and away frm all the other emotions..perhaps...

argh!wth..hw i wish its so easy...the heart speaks more den the mind...utter rubbish..i shuld stop..agn im putting up a facade..isnt dat the best way?i do care bt the heart speaks otherwise..and after a loooong time, im taking out my collections of reggae and listening to them all at one go...yesh...dats hw bad d mood changes to...

ok..so wednesday went chalet wif W34B...aloha changi halton bungalow C....yesh it was big..VERY big...dat i got scared..din stay overnite though...so phew..bt everything was grreat..took pics..nw i realise its been awhile since i last updated my pics...we ate, laugh, smiled, danced, got cheeky, got daring, got wild...so we had fun..seeing that it might be the last time we will be together as a class...man im gonna miss them alot..they are a bunch of great ppl...spent my 1st times in RP with them...guys..we shall kip in touch aight..all of my beautiful ppl...we had a whole lot of chick wich, teriyaki, actuali hor, southern, "sink" and the list gets longer lah...hehe..

thursday...went back to phs...wad cn i say..i reali haf ntg to comment bout dat day...jz went back for the sake of it and to mit up wif nu rens...some teachers..memories?hmmm...nt dat alot i guess...so yah..

im nt feelng too gd agn...reggae here i come!dats d last resort...i haf no mood for all the wishes to the beautiful ppl...so guess i'll just END..

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