heeee....another shocking but great news!all this while, im the blogger while he just commentates..and recently he told me...



since its sooo known worldwide that we simply LOVE eating and we live to eat, ok this is wad happened..





him:ling,y nt we have a blog where we give food ratings?


her:ouh ok..dats fun..woo!


him:but its a separate blog u noe..i contribute my ratings of food to it ok..





i forgot the real conversation lah..but its stg lidat...hahaha...so yesh..we have yet started on it..ouh wait, i have not started on it..i dunoe wad blogskin shuld i use, wads our url and all dat lah...we haven reali planned..but boy im soo excited!haha...





he's slping nw...headache and giddy...and me, ntg...im simply broke lah..and i feel bad living of him.. :s



And here is aleesya..haha..yesh yesh..i told her to do dat...she happens to be my no.2 biggest eating fan okay! d 1st is him of coz..we juz had our dinner so there..obviously i cant show my tummy lah..so hers will do..wakakaa..


haha..cute rite...just like me lah..okok...agn if u look at her eyes, i was telling her hw to smile and shes trying to follow..haha..

bluek!
and she loves mr Hady Mirza here..and Taufik Batisah actualli kissed her cheeks lah!!haha...mentel little gerl...
tadaaaaa..pose of the day...i'll try doin dat one day ok..and get him take the pic for me..wakakaka...dat milk bottle was jz seconds after dinner..see i told u she's eating like me...hahaha...

smile people!
super duper love u dear!
woo!



ok so we went out 2dae.thnx!














did u noe...wad u wore the 1st time we met?where we met?u din even noe the date if i din tell u rite...or where u 1st held my hands..or the 1st time when u placed my head on ur shoulder..or where we went when we came home later den usual for the 1st time agn..yesh its all these small matters dat apparently i do remember..

u wore dat black shirt d emilio valentino one, dat long chain u no longer wear nw, jeans and u had ur dat blue slipper on..u sat at the back of the mrt..yesh i was late..den off to our 1st movie...den on our second, my frens watched the same movie wif us (i was mad at u guys for doing dat..u lah linda!) u placed my head coz i was too scared...

u were scared to hold my hands in public b4...we were at sembawang park u held my hand tite in the bus otw home...den once we were off the bus, u let it go..it was momentarily but dat one touch was nice...that time we went back late..we went harbourfront..remember?we took the bus home dats y we were late....or the nite when we went to junction 8 at nite..and we walked from j8 all the amk...in the middle of the nite..jz us and the endless dark sky...or the time we spent the nite at ya kun just eating and laughing our heads off...

or the time on my bdae dat u read ur poem to me at the esplanade rooftop..dat was shwit lah u..or dat cute surprise cake u bought at last minute..and dat pooh bear u bought me jz lidat coz i said it was soo cute..

theres alot more but nvm..u acted like a child whenever ur wif me..at least i dun look stupid alone lah..and ur stern wif me when u nid too...at times yesh i feel soo like strangling u or biting u hard for i dunoe wad reasons i haf...i jz wanna cont testing ur patience..i like to forever sulk at trivial things...and i say things dat i dun mean when yesh i sulk..if oni u knew..



signed up for another sch event..tis time at sentosa..dunoe if i'll get it anot ah...nvm..jz sign up...more things to do, the better.







ur getting away...im getting away...can i nt face the truth?can i just live in my dreams and pretend like everything will be the way it always has been?

holidays are here..yesh..dat fast...not dat i wanted it to happen..i've been a bad gerl and i noe it...the day fyp was doing well, i knew i had to accept all this but no..again, i kept denying things...i kept my thoughts away from all dat...kept my mind busy thinking bout other stuf...i was trying soo hard to make things stay the way it is that i forgot i had to let go sumday...and when it finally came, bang! it came as a big blow and till now im still staggering...how was i to noe things wuld happen soo fast?

im sorie for all this stupid attitude...and yeah im cuming up wif a whole lot of stupid meaningless excuses but its jz dat...its happening..i saw it cuming, i kept denying it, and now dat its here i dunoe...i noe i cant continue denying things nor can i face up to it...im scared...

and plus things at home..its not doing any good either..im neither here nor there...







haha..rite..i was reading frens blogs...and came upon this at azy's blog ah..haha...i tink some of my chi frens will understand abit ah..linda u shuld lah..haha...altho i nvr teach u tis b4..haha..bt cute seh...dear dear go watch oso..

njoy it peeps!



we went out today...woo!!haha..and he tried his soo very best not to make me moody or to trigger dat mood swing of mine...coz yesh, now i'll turn abit nasty..haha..all smiles agn..but once home,ermmmm..




hehe..the rest of the pics..i'll upload in frenster...jz realised i love being in threes..haha..one left and right...1st and 2nd pics is jess and jac..5 yrs of frenship..love them!3rd and 4th will be mido and carol...my tis sem classmates..the relax ppl..next of coz its shirr and my daughter meiyi!haha..and last but nt least, my darling cuzzies hu nvr fail to make me smile wide...

and for the best, presenting u..
(now)
love it when he looks at me lidat...almost 2 yrs and its still the same look...compare..
(then)

haha..same rite?love u lah!



bord bord bord...a whole lot of emptiness...arrgh!3 more schling days...it never did leave my mind..wad will i do?shit shit..dat emo freak is here!haiz..
it sounds soo pathetic ah..but he evolves around my life..no one else..nt my family..no one!jz him..and now im starting to feel lost all over again..and the fear dat i haven been feeling for a long time is coming to haunt me slowly...
it scares me so...having to start all over again wif no one beside me now..no one did ever care bout hw my life and sch goes...but him...no one noes hw i tend to freak out alot when theres crowds or surroundings that im not familiar with...everyone claims they noe me..but do they?oni he noes it all..oni he manage to realli find the real me deep inside...
im scared...im alr comfortable with the way things are now...dun take it all from me...im still not ready..jz like how sec 1&2 jess and jac was there..3&4 nu rens...and now its him..has always been...i dun wan things to chnge alr..perhaps this is why im starting to behave lik sucks...am i worrying too much?
im scared..



again,wad a day to start...first it was at home..yesh yesh...how fun!and when i was tinking ok..things are getting well otw to sch...i shuld feel ok alr...den money issue arise...how i noe wad i spent on..food?so agn pull me right down...

and i had science ut today..again another cool thing to happen...walked in class still fuming...culdnt settle down dat fast...kept re-reading the question..culdnt get things in my mind and cant tink...sat in the wrong group jz coz there was d oni empty place i culd see..

wad a wrong mrng again...and now all i feel like is curling up against the wall and yah..u noe..the thing i do best at now...

and there was tis news i wanted to share...

Finally, mama is gonna bring me to see a doc for my back..After I've been kiping quiet bout my pain and been well kiping quiet bout everything...

Will you walk a thousand miles to get to me?
Will you wait for decades to get a glimpse of me?
I wonder...



gd morning!no wait..its not even a gd start lah..normally a good nite slp wuld solve everything for me and i wuld wake up feeling normal agn..but NOOO! they surely wuldnt want dat to happen to me...woken up early again as usual...

and guess wad,she got her way agn..my handphone!dats always the case..she has no hp, line dead, hp spoilt...and she uses mine..promises for one day but it'll drag to weeks unless i show some stupid attitude...WTH...and since she noes she cant get it from me herself since ytd she tried but it was a complete failure...wanna noe wad she did??dun laugh orite...damn pathetic...dear mama..she complained and stood by the door waiting to go out AGAIN and dear mama barge into my room and asked me to gif my hp...i said no...and she says i got 2 lines....so i can afford to gife her the other...wad the hell lah..its my hp i haf MY RIGHT TOWARDS IT!!!IM SOO VERI IRRITATED LAH..I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT GIF IN..Y?COZ DEAR MAMA WULD SCREAM AND ANYWAY, WHEN THE HELL DID I EVER GET A SAY IN THIS FAMILY??

NOTHING I SAY MATTERS...ADEQ SAYS STG, PPL ASK ME SHUT UP..ADEQ SHARES INFO, PPL STARE AND ASK ME KIP QUIET..ADEQ GIVES SUGGESTIONS, NONE OF IT TAKEN IN CONSIDERATIONS..BUT U NOE WAD, IN THE END STG ALWAYS HAPPEN DEN THEY'LL SAY, "ADEQ,WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US EARLIER?DEN THIS WUN HAPPEN ALR"..GET OUT OF HERE LAH!!IF U EVEN BOTHER TO LISTEN AND FOR ONCE ACCEPT WAD I SAY DEN NOTHING WILL HAPPEN!

early morning and i alr haf to face all these shit..anione care to predict the rest of my afternoon?ouh..gotta go to this jemputan ltr..where she bcumes the bridesmaid and hey dats y she nids ppl contacting her!!she uses hp like water i tell u..u shuld see hw many lines got cut off due to tis...and so she wun be home the whole day..and so i'll be home wif bro and wife and them...ppl say d last kid is always pampered...its wrong here i tell u...and me, well lets juz say i get on their nerves..dats wad they say bout me aniwae..ouh wait..hw bout the times i stab them in the back and yet im still the kid hu does their every single bidding...

take me away...



stuck at home again..doing all the work no body else is doing but me and me every single week..and the ears of mine having to hear all the words and shoutings...juz GREAT...ask me why im the onli one having to go thru all these and not her...

jz coz i dun bloody go out during the weekends...yeap..u heard me rite..one good gerl staying at home all weekends..getting wad out of it?excessive noise and werk...just coz shes one busy gerl hu goes out all the time during the weekends...and not stuck with them..so im getting all the heat..u feel me?

shuld i be honoured?dun tink so..i rather go out and haf all these behind me...bt no..so nw u noe y i've always been wanting to get a job...bt some ppl simply dun understand...hu cares..once its d holidays,im getting one! i dun care if i dun haf the time for anything else..if it means dat i can get out and get as busy as she is, den y nt?i no longer haf to stay at home and be in the middle of everything!just soooooo very sick of it!

nothing done is rite!she gets angry,he gets moody,she gets on top of her lungs,he stomps around wif dat disappointed look..and wad do i do?lock myself in the room and get branded for being stubborn..thnx eh for all dat...hu noes aniwae how my weekends feel like...

and of coz..the reason y im always finding some stupid reason to go out..even if its wif my frens...hey, the deal is, AS LONG AS I CAN GET MY ASS OUT OF THE HOUSE...

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